Story of Moonlight

aku munek hifest.. h-10 dan belum ada peserta samsek buat bc..
gini ini kalo gagal kita yg dipermaluin..
kudu skip ae

 

lagi ukk.. dan lagi suntuk. kenapa harus ada hari libur diantara ukk mau belajar sih, tp badan ga fit banget. tapi sibuk ngeliatin exo perform moonlight janji habis ini belajar walau cuma sebentar habis ini kelas 11 kelar kok, trus kelas 12 yeaaah demi fkunair taun depan

 

I'm falling in love...

 

aku malem ini galau jurusan kuliah.....

Spoiler: kepanjangan

habis liat pegumuman sbmptn, dan ngeliat kalo masih banyak mbak mas yg belum diterima di ptn itu.... bikin aku galau. temenku yg aksel juga ga diterima. dan rata2 mereka milih fk. disebelahku ada mama, dan mama langsung nanya "kamu nanti gimana?". ya aku cuma bisa diem.. awalnya aku niat milih fkunair di pilihan pertama, trus arsitektur its di piihan kedua. aku awalnya udah mantep kalo itu pilihanku. kemudian mamaku bilang "yakin kamu bisa gambar?" aku diem lagi. aku emang uda jarang2 gambar. tapi gini2 aku waktu sd sering juara gambar. dan emang, obyek yg sering aku gambar ya organ2 tubuh. dan aku bakal bisa menggambar gambar organ tubuh kalo aku masuk fk (kayaknya biologi juga, tp aku ga mau belajar tumbuhan2 dan hewan, cuma mau manusia). trus mama ngasih aku pilihan "ada fk ub, fk unej, fk uns". trus aku diem lagi. aku sebenernya belum tertarik milih fk ub dan unej karna aku belum seberapa kenal. dan satu2nya yg bikin aku tertarik dari pilihan2 di atas ya fk uns. karna kakaknya temenku ada yg kuliah disitu. dan kalo dipikir2, aku pingin kuliah di luar dan kebetulan aku ingin di daerah jateng (awalnya pingin fk ugm, tp setelah tau grade fk ugm diatas fk unar, langsung ga jadi). dan sampailah aku galau sekarang. mulai muncul pikiran2 "gimana kalo aku ga diterima fk unair" dan semacamnya. aku ga mau berpikiran kayak gitu. aku positive thinking kok kalo aku bakal kuliah di fk unair nanti setelah aku lulus sma. dan aku percaya Allah akan mengabulkan doaku. aku janji, aku bakal beribadah lebih rajin dan istiqomah, belajar lebih giat. gaada lagi aku yang tidur di kelas pas pelajaran, aku yg nonton drama di rumah. aku bakal menghilangkan sifat2 negatif mulai sekarang. aku janji.

bismillah.....

 

SUKA BANGET SAMA KWAK DONG YUN YAAMPUN MIRIP D.O TAPI LEBIH MANLY GANTENG BANGET AKU GAKUAT GAKUAT GAKUAT
ga nyangka dia lahir bulan maret tahun 1997, which means i'm a noona to him

 

winner album udah sampe dan dapet photocard nya NAMTAE okaaay ada yang mau tuker sama seunghoon????

 

disaat sudah kelas 12 dan butuh waktu untuk belajar, sedang mencoba fokus belajar, sedang mencoba banyak beribadah... kenapa drama oktober-november sangat menggoda iman
apaan itu ada liar game yang main kim so eun sama shin sung rok
ada nodame cantabile yang main joo won omg
ada dramanya minwoo juga

ya Allah, kuatkan hamba... hamba janji cuma akan nonton drama di hari jumat malem-sabtu-minggu

 

here comes an unproductive night by watching mix and match, on the other side i actually will have the 3rd chemistry test tomorrow
harus berapa kali uh biar ga remidi kimia itu
btw junhoe is super handsome and his voice so deep i cant resist, and hanbin's song is actually not bad
i'm starting to like team b but still dont like yang hyungsuck's favoritism towards them

 

d-1 mid test and i'm super duper hyper mega ultra productively unproductive

 

the fact that taehyun's left ear is deaf is heartbreaking but he composed really good songs such as confession or tonight, with that condition. it's really amazing I strong believe that he will make tons of good songs, even more good in the future. we, inner circle, will be ur left ear

done watching mix and match episode 2.. i cant imagine if i were jinhyung or chanwoo, and i have a strict and super serious leader like b.i.. i would be stress b.i is a really good leader tho. he is so well-prepared yet a bit sadist, i think. how can he got so angry to chanwoo, even chanwoo just became yg trainee less than 2/3 months ago. please dont be too harsh to chanwoo

in the end, i got to see yang hongsuk. he is surprisingly cute omg and i think he is good at singing. look forward for the next episode

 

UAS cepatlah berlalu.. suasana hujan dingin gini bikin mager dan pingin tidur selimutan terus

 

I'm officially 18 since last thursday. why do i feel so old I cant sing '16 going on 17' again, since i'm not at that age nor '17 going on 18' anymore. tahun ini uda masuk kuliah. semoga aku diterima di universitas n jurusan yang terbaik menurut Allah untukku, aamiin

 

sumpah gue sedih banget. udah ngetik curhatan panjang2 tapi pas ngepost ga muncul itu....

 

as a movie-drama lover, i sadly swear will not download any new drama until i get a school, insyaAllah in Pendidikan Dokter Universitas Airlangga aamiin janji cuma nonton itakiss 2 dan healer itu aja. harus banyak ibadah n belajar, doakan diterima aamiin

 

ya Allah aku capek nangis...

 

it is hard to be too easy to fall in love. this is the second time, with two different person. the first one still has a crush on me, but i dont. the second one, idk. i actually have admired him since last year, but i dont think that he would actually know me and talk to me first. honestly, i feel happy haha. but then i realized, he is my junior omg. he must be very busy to study like i did this year. i tried to test him by chat him first. idk how but when he answered my chat, he type a bit. not like when the first time he chatted me. and idk howwww i feel a bit dissapointed.. but yeah, i cant be like this. i like it if he is just being my friend. it is alright, it is okay..

made mistake... this is the third time. i cant tell the real second one, because it is way too much laughter and i dont have any feeling for him. shortly, it is embarassing.

 

Sip akhirnya jadi pengangguran sampe nanti daftar ulang. Happy graduation for me <3

Ya Allah hilangkanlah baperku terhadap dia :")

 

Okay semuanya aja ngeread tok, gpp

 

So i am literally broken heart...