Σκασίλα του pejagalan

21.června 2010

today is a bad day that i ever had,
first italy only draw against new zealand last night
second facebook
third swiss lost against chile
a nightmare started for europe

facebook,
damn what will you feel if you see her with another guy,
when she said she wasn't close to a man
why this happened when my favorite team lost and draw to a small country
and you saw a photo about her with a guy

i like to be dead
i really want to die
even if i die, no one will miss me,
i bet for it

~Ma tõesti tahan surra~
~pejagalan~​

 

22.června 2010

today, i just feel like yesterday,
my heart feel like better die than live like this
i feel that my heart is sheddered
i just wondering why this happened to me
and why that was happened when my heart is like this
damn it, i don't want to believe in anyone

may be it's my fault but,
i don't want to end this like this,
she started first, when i tried to fix it,
she end it up
i really feel if i will die tomorrow,
i will hastily toward tomorrow...

why no one understand me,
may be i can't be understood

~É mellor morrer que vivir~
~pejagalan~​

 

23.června 2010

today, i feel a bit better
but that won't heal my wound
only a miracle can save me
only she that can make 'that' miracle
that means only 1% and below
life is hard, but being lied is much harder

i get one lesson from this,
don't believe in anyone
just believe in your self and make your life by your hand


Travian
well, i had finished build the structure
next, i just have to wait until my defensive village can't make any troops again,
and change the capitalization to my attacking village


FM
today is a quiet good day,
i won every match and i qualified to second knock-out round ECC


that's for today...

~უბრალოდ გვჯერა შენი საკუთარი~
~pejagalan~​

 

25.června 2010

yeah, i know italy have to go back from south africa
maybe this world cup isn't the time for italy to win again
anyway, i just hope switzerland can go to knock out round

today,
i had a course
damn, so hard, not hard exactly, it's very tricky

today,
i didn't chat with her,
because she is offline
maybe she is enjoying her holiday
my feeling is just the same as tomorrow,
don't care about her, just care myself,
because i'm just believe in myself


Travian
i ready to start my chief plan
catapult is ready, troops is ready, chieftain in progress
i think tomorrow i can finish research it,
and the next day after tomorrow, i will start my plan


FM
messi why you are so expensive
barcelona want € 230m
i will buy it if it was € 125m
today, i was selected to be italy manager
one manager, managing two team
italy and juventus, next target, world cup


now, i will continue watching

~अपने आप के लिए लड़ो पहले~
~pejagalan~​

 

26.června 2010

today,
three years and a month ago
big event happened, but now,
it's just a history,
a history to not be rembered
anyway, forget it and start looking forward,
like tattsumi said

today, republic korea has to go back from world cup
after they lost against uruguay 2-1,
just because a great goal from suarez


Travian
starting my chieftain mission
troops ready, cata ready, target ready, chieftain ready, palace not ready
just wait a bit more


FM
today, is a quiet good day,
i win against liverpool, MU, bayern, newcastle and birmingham,
barcelona has accepted my € 130m offer for messi,
but i don't have enough wage budget
messi want € 345.000 p/w, but i can only give him € 245.000 p/w
now, i'm looking for a central defender


that's for today

~אם אתה רוצה להגן על האחרים, להתחיל להגן על עצמך הראשונה~
~pejagalan~​

 

27.června 2010

today, i play badminton
i also installed COD : Modern Warfare 2
an old game, but my HDD didn't have enough space,
so i have to wait until i finished playing dragon age

today, she is online
but i didn't chat with her,
because i think she has had a vacation
just wait until 28th June


Travian
today, i developed my village,
a lot of CFD today
my plan, just a little bit more
troops ready, catapult ready, chieftain ready, palace ready, train a chieftain tomorrow


continue watching how germany slaughter england

~Is é mo lámh mianach~
~pejagalan~​

 

28.června 2010

today, i can't watch the full match between netherland and slovakia
because electricity in my house was disconnected
no problem, i can watch the full match tomorrow,
there is a repeated broadcast

today, nothing big happened,
in my calculation, she has come back
but i don't know
i will try it tomorrow


Travian
today, i developed my village
only one or two CFD
my plan is ready,
troops ready, catapult ready, chieftain ready, palace ready, training a chieftain complete
just watch the action


that's what happened today

~Allt hefur merkingu þess~
~pejagalan~​

 

29.června 2010

today, i finished my O level
just wait for the final test
today, i also finished playing COD Modern Warfare 2
it's a quiet nice game
but i don't know which one is better, COD or BF
next target, Battlefield Bad Company 2

today,
i don't chat
i don't have many time
i just playing and playing


Travian
chieftain plan started


FM
today, i singed sakho or whatever his name
quiet expensive € 40m
but, i will sell caceres and thamas kadar


i will continue watching japan vs paraguay

~Se siete a Roma, seguire gli insegnamenti di Roma~
~pejagalan~​

 

2η Ιουλ 2010

finally, i change my date language again
today, i finished my course
and i just have to waited for the final test
today, i installed BF and borderland on win7,
but the game couldn't be started
because win7 didn't detect my VGA card

today, i didn't chat with her
because i have to watch netherland vs brazil
have to


Travian
my plan is running smoothly
just waited for the day


FM
juventus - italy
today, i played against brazil
i won 2-1
then i beat polandia 4-0
using juventus, i win against udinese 3-0

arsenal,
dzeko and drenthe have come
i beat manchester city 4-0


that's for today,
i will continue watch nehterland vs brazil

~より失うよりダイ~
~pejagalan~​

 

3 του Ιούλη

new page, new starting

today, i watched how argentina is being slaughtered by germany
2-0 for germany,
i support europe,
but i also support argentina
but, that's doesn't bring any effect for me
only italy, forever and ever


Travian
he try to play a little trick with me
but i can repel it
just watched my actions


continue watch

~Verräter ist immer ein Verräter~
~pejagalan~​

 

4 Ιουλ

today, nothing special happened
i just played battlefield bad company 2,
WTF is that!
the graphic is better that COD, but the control is terrible,
aiming is very hard at there
it's really like you are in a war
borderland is a nice one
the graphic isn't better than COD, because it's a cartoon
but the game play is nice

today, i realized one thing,

yeah i realize that, after i realized i'm alone,
with no one to hope and love
just keep it deep inside my heart


Travian
he killed my chieftain
let's see my revenge

~Camí sol, camí només~
~pejagalan~​

 

6 Ιουλ

today, i preparing for my test
tomorrow, i will have the test
good luck for me

today, nothing special happened,
i don't chat with her,
don't know why
i walk alone, i walk alone


Travian
new target
which is easier than the old target


FM
today, i won against livorno and napoli
but, i just can have a draw against milan
with italy, i won against belarus,
only 2-0 disappointing for me


that's for today

~역사는 승자와 그들의 적군에 의해 소유~
~pejagalan~​

 

8 Ιουλ

today, is the last day of my holiday
tomorrow, i have to go to school for MOS briefing
damn, i hate that
but i also liked it
just like what i have to do

today, nothing special happened
no event no accident
only tomorrow, i finished my course

finally, this is the last moment of my holiday
holiday is history

~Jou konje se istwa~
~pejagalan~​

 

9 Ιουλ

today, i had a MOS briefing
but, it was easier than i thought
i just have to make a name tag and a book
but, inside the book is
why i have to put my parents name

today, nothing special happened,
only i only want to thanks because,
i can make this diary
that's one of my MOS task


Travian
naga travian


FM
i draw against milan and inter
my di maria is out for 5-6 months
i don't prepare his backup
i just use my little wonder boy,
giovinco

~Sviđa ili ne, kao što moraju učiniti~
~pejagalan~​

 

10 Ιουλ

today, i got all of my MOS' material
and i just completed mr. potato's face
next target, the book, exactly the diary and the back of mr. potato
i estimate i can complete it in 4 hour
1 hour complete the diary, 3 hour complete the back of mr. potato

today, i'm very exhausting
don't know why, i don't know why
but presume it's because mr. potato
because something of it

and i also didn't chat with her,
or exactly i haven't been online for 1 weeks
because of playing borderland and FM and because of my work
i miss her
but, monday, if i was lucky, i will see her


Travian
i don't know what have to do next
just developing my village


FM
today, i only play 2 games
first against livorno, i won 2-0,
and against siena, i won 4-1,
i can't wait to play it against
but my work, make me can't play FM


that's for today, and for my work

~Viens vārds, ka es nevaru pateikt stingri, i love you
~pejagalan~​

 

15 Ιουλ

finally i can write my diary again
yesterday i was very busy,
because of mos

today, i was tricked by OSIS,
but i have predicted it,
because of kornel
thx

today, nothing special happened,
i complete all of my duty,
and now i can relax

tomorrow, i have to wake up earlier,
so i will sleep earlier too

~Pradėti kiekvieną dieną su aistra~
~pejagalan~​

 

16 Ιουλ

today, i wake up at 4.50 AM
because i have to arrived at school before 6 o'clock

today, i had a cross country
very exhausting, but it's nice
we played about 6 games
and walked about 5 kilometers

anyway, today is a special day
for what
it's my top secret

i'm very exhausting,
so i want to go sleep earlier

~Séta séta és séta~
~pejagalan~​

 

17 Ιουλ

today is holiday
nothing special happened today
i missed to chat with her again
since i got into smukie, i'm really busy,
and now i have to start reading "calculus for dummies"
prepare for war

i miss you, you too
i want to meet you and you
i haven't see her and her maybe 3 months
i miss you, i really miss you,
but i can't say i love you
i can't show you my feeling, i don't have enough bravery
what kind of a guy i am
damn it

anyway, school first and then i have to secure my position at natural science class and get into OSIS and then i can meet her
one week full work harder

~Pаботат понапорно и потешко~
~pejagalan~​

 

18 Ιουλ

tomorrow, i will start wear my new uniform
today, nothing special happened,
at the afternoon, i played borderland
and then, i went to have a lunch

today, i chated, not exactly chat,
i just asking what she is doing,
but she haven't replied until now
maybe it's my fate
no, i'm the only one that make my fate

i just want you to know :listening:
that i love you, i miss you, i can't find other girl
i just want to tell you,
that i love you, but i don't have any courage,
i don't know how to tell you

maybe and maybe always
how can i tell you, if we rarely chat
help me to find a way,
and i will be the one that find a way,
because it's my life, i'm the only one that make my life,
i'm the only one that choose how i have to life
and i'm the only one that will help me

~Jiena l-unika waħda li se jagħmlu l-ħajja tiegħi~
~pejagalan~​