Other Ruki and his "Monogatari"

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Okaeri yatto aeta
Welcome home! I finally get to see you.
zuibun nagai tabi datta
It’s been such a long journey.
Tochuu de sotto yobikaketa kedo
I called out to you in the middle but
mae wo mita manma de kotaenakatta
I saw what was ahead and no answer came back.
Doko he iketa?
Where did you go?
nani wo mitsuketa?
What did you find?
dareka no koto suki ni natta?
Did you fall in love with someone else?
Motto waratte hanashite goran yo
telling me more and Keep smiling
zuibun to kumotta kao shiteru
Your face is getting cloudy

Yorimichi demo shite mitara
Even if I take a pit-stop
keshiki ga motto azayaka ni naru
the scenery becomes more vivid
Ima sunao ni uketomeyou
Honestly let’s take it all in,
kono sekai no zawameki wo toutoki hi wo
the bustle and wealth of this world

Kokoro to kokoro wo mukaiawase
face to face heart to heart
yasashiku rinkaku wo nazotta
as I traced the gentle outline of your face
Shirazu ni hanatte okareta kizu ga
I ignored without knowing
ikutsuka nokotte ita yo
the scars still remained

Makka ni hareagaru sono kizu wo
Red and swollen
sasutte moto doori ni suru yo
at the touch of my hand
Yukkuri yukkuri nemureba ii
You should sleep at ease,
boku ga mamotte ageru
I will be here to protect you.

HAROO GUBBAI
Hello, Good-bye!
ironna koto ga nando mo ittarikitari de
So many things have just come and gone
Shiawase na koto kanashiku naru koto
Happiness and Sadness
ippon no michi no ue ni attari suru
are all along the same road

Mou sukoshi dake arukou yo
Let’s walk just a little further
sekkaku kokomade kita ndakara
since we already came this far
Daremo ga kono michi wo tooru kara
So many people will take this road
hidamari no basho tazunete mukatte miyou
so let’s try to reach a sunny spot

Kokoro to kokoro wo kasaneawase
Our hearts are laid across another,
mimi wo atete kikitoru MESSEEJI
lend me your ear and hear this message
Kiesou na chiisa na sakebi koe ga
I hear a small voice
zutto kikoete kuru yo
that almost disappears

“Doushite doushite tsuyoku narenai?”
“Why do we have to be stronger?”
namida ga majitta sono kotoba
were the words as we cried
Daiji ni hirotte ookiku shite
because you’re important
sora he hakonde yuku yo
I can carry you into the sky
sore wa boku ni shika dekinai
and I can pick you up.

Doko ni mo okizari ni dekinai
I won’t desert you much less
mashite ya kowasu tame no yuuki nante motte inai
even have the courage to hurt you
Mawata ni kurunde kono omoi dakikakaeru
Wrapped in silk threads I carry these thoughts

Sayonara mata tabi he deru nda ne
Goodbye, you’re heading out again
ushiro wo furimukazu ni yuku nda
without even looking back
Mada minu suteki na keshiki ga aru
There’s still such beautiful scenery
shinjite susunde miyou
so I’ll believe and keep going

Kokoro to kokoro wo mukaiawase
Face to face heart to heart
soko ni umareru mono ga aru yo
and there something will be born
Sore wo hito wa ai to yonde iru
The thing we call love,
boku ni mo misete okure yo kitto mitsukerareru kara
show me, I’m sure you’ll find it
Anata anata ni deaitai
You… I want to meet you.

 

Setelah lama berfikir, akhirnya kuputuskan tempat ini adalah tempat update status gw, hahahaha. Kalo cerita, di blog aja, di http://www.arukiruki.blogspot.com/ atau cerita di blog ku copas disini, see you

 

This is my rule: If you left or hurt her, I will punch you in the face. Anywhere... Anytime... and I'll tell the world who you really are.

 

Gw: mungkin aku bisa cari kerjaan apa aja gt yang bisa nyita waktu
untuk melupakan sejenak sampe akhirnya lupa beneran untuk waktu yang lama
Kak Mirza: orang2 yg bikin kmu galau itu mgkn emg penting buat kmu..
Gw: temen yang bisa kamu genggam tangannya ketika kamu nangis, temen yang bisa kamu peluk tanpa awkward entah cewek atau cowok sekalipun, temen yang bisa membuat tragedy jadi comedy? I need them
Kak Mirza: mreka bukan satu2ny yg bisa gitu..
makany, kmu cuma prlu nemu orang lain..
masalahny, kmu sndiri kykny nggak mau nyari orang lain..
klo ketemu orang lain, kmu mgkn bakal lgsung mbandingin sama orang yg harus kmu lupain..
dan akhirnya kmu ngrasa orang baru ini ga cukup bagus, trus ninggalin si orang baru ini..
give them time, man.. how can you prove themselves if you don't even give them chance to do it?
Gw: sigh... you read me well
Kak Mirza: Don’t stress the people from your past, there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.
Me: :'D

 

I’ve been walked on, used and forgotten and I don’t regret one moment of it because in those moments, I’ve learned a lot. I’ve learned the meaning of friendship, I’ve learned how to be grateful with everything I have, I’ve learned how to be a teenager, and how to grow up when I need to. I'm trying to release our "special" memories and forget you by now and I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice, just everything; I miss it all. However, I feel that part of us ending was for the best because everything happens for a reason, a good reason, for the sake of us. even I have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this: No matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes,and the tears we’ve cried, never, ever did I give up on you; So if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. We might never had contact each others since that day, but I will always be in reach.

 

Tiga hal yang harus aku lakukan sekarang:
1) Berdamai dengan kenyataan.
2) Maafkan.
3) dan Belajar ilmu ikhas.

aku selalu bilang bahwa aku sudah memaafkanmu bahkan sebelum kamu berbuat, tapi maaf, kali ini aku masih belum bisa memaafkan caramu meninggalkanku.

 

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Relationships are about power: relinquishing it, sharing it, balancing it. When relationships become ill, often the power has become imbalanced, with one person holding it over the other. Sometimes, leaving that person who believes that you are slavishly devoted to them and helpless without them is the quickest way to feel like a superhero.

 

Dear Sierra Golf Alpha Sierra...

I don't know who you are, where do you come from, or where do you live. Something that I know is I've had ever been in your position for three years until that person dumped me and start a new recycle of relationship, and now that person choose you. I had a relationship with that person in your age, we did many things together, went to many places, that's a good memories thought, but for sure, I took a wrong pace. Right now, I've been trying to move on, to be cured from the ill of my heart, I tried to stay strong and beg a forgiveness to God. I just want to make you realize that something that we've been doing is a wrong action. I don't want you to feel the pain, feel a deep sadness and feel guilty... I want to wake you up from a vivid dreams that create a distortion in your heart. Only one reason that makes me, who don't know who you are talked like this to you, its because I don't want you to feel the same as me because something certain is: every relationship with that person will create a same ending.

 

You love each others now, you need each others now, you miss each others now, let the time give both of you happiness and let see what will happen in the next three years.

 

Alah, dulu juga bilangnya mau kaya gitu selamanya... in fact akhirnya ninggalin kan... sekarang paling juga sama, berbunga bunga aja dulu sana; ku harap kamu gak melakukan kesalahan yang sama, kaya 3 cowokmu yang kamu tinggalin. Karma does exist dear... aku putus paling kena karma dari cowok pertamamu kan? tapi hebat juga ya kita dulu bisa jalanin tiga tahun. Ku harap Sierra Golf Alpha Sierra bisa mengeluarkanmu dari sangkar kaya yang kamu minta ke aku, dan pada akhirnya malah aku yang masuk sangkarmu dan ga bisa keluar, kamu udah ganti sangkar. Well, dear, take care ya sama cowok barumu, kuharap dia sering nraktir kamu, ajak kamu kerumah makan seafood karena aku inget banget kamu suka seafood kan? bawa kamu jalan jalan ke tempat yang sepi, karena kamu lebih nyaman begitu, dan ku harap dia bisa lebih menjagamu daripada aku. I just pray for your happiness, but remember to God dear. I love you

 

Stop letting silly arguments tear down friendships and relationships in your life, because life is about moving on, accepting changes and looking forward to what makes you stronger and more complete.

 

That awkward moment when: Kamu ketemu mantan yang udah punya cowok, tapi kamu masih sayang sama dia. Jadi maaf kalo kemarin aku menghindar...

 

kata temenku... jatuh cinta itu artinya: siap bekorban, siap komitmen, siap kesetiaan, siap tanggung jawab, siap dana, siap waktu, dan siap ditinggalkan.

 

Love isn't like the cycle of the Avatars, from weak, become strong, but then die, and started with new person from the very beginning.

 

Dasar PD selangit GR se-mahabaratha! I don't love you anymore -___-
you already have a new boyfriend and I knew it. Dan itu udah cukup nyadarin gw untuk berdiri KOKOH di present time, sedih atau galau wajar, namanya juga proses. Kamu yang gak bisa keluar dari masa lalu.

 

Barusan aku liat fotomu di Bandara sama dia, tapi bersyukur sekali aku gak sedih atau cemburu yang berlebihan kaya dulu. God already help me to moving on from you, and I've found the right path. Hope you will find it also soon.

 

Aku terkadang udah bisa lupain kamu seiring berjalannya waktu, tapi ada juga waktu kaya gini. Waktu dimana aku ngeliatin foto foto kita dulu, ngeliatin fotomu sekarang, ngeliatin fotomu sama pacar barumu, dan aku kangeeeeen banget sama kamu, tapi aku gak boleh gini terus, aku harus bisa lupain kamu karena aku sayang kamu. Aku cuma mau berdoa buat kebahagiaan kalian. Anyway thanks banget buat kado ultahnya, salam sama pacarmu, mungkin suatu hari kita bisa jalan bertiga lagi. dadaku sakit memang waktu kemarin kita jalan bertiga, tapi itu satu satunya cara lepasin kangen ke kamu. Jalan sama pacar baru sang mantan :')