Coretan Kotor Joi

every part of my mind is missing you
my mind, body, heart and soul, like the idea of me being with you
of me being held by you
of me being cherished by you
of me laughing with you
no matter how long we're apart, it just feels right
in your hands, in your caress
i miss you om, so much it hurts.

 

So you know, Joi, that one moment that can't be brought up casually in conversation, not because you don't care, but cos nothing you can do about it, nothing you can say to make the pain less.

I'm sorry, so sorry to hear that om. I didn't know, and how can i tell you that i really know how that feels, to lose our precious like that? To lose one man that means everything to us, that means the world, in our life?

Allah knows best, om, that should be enough for us.
That much i know.

Love,

Me.

 

will there ever come a day when i dare to hope again, ya Allah?

 

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Funny how i never pegged Elijah for The Hottie before, not until he got out from that monkey business suit.
Well, it looks like simple white shirt suits him better

 

And i just realized how lonely i am.
I smiled, i laughed. But when it's all over, i feel empty inside.
Cos i know i'll be alone tonight.
:'(

 

Joi is in the mood to play

Just read a post, it's well-written (beautifully, even), and force make me to think:
Those who lucky are those who fall in love right now.

I don't know much about it, for me love is a sacred, beautiful thing (that's why it makes me sick to the gut at how easy people say it, how easy people use it as a reason to have their way around something). I've had a crush before, yes (or is it zillion times? ), i fell in lust (censored ), but love? That's out of reach, bar my family, i don't really think i can embrace it right now. I haven't met someone whom i really want to support everyday (yet), whom i need more than i can bear (yet), because i think i'm not ready for that kind of commitment at this time. Well, once again, yet.

Is it wrong to think that love is some kind of commitment? Is it wrong if you want to give love only if you're sure you want to spend the rest of your life with that special one?
lol: even that 'rest of your life' part makes me wanna crawl back to bed.)

So, the finale, i think love is just like monday morning . You don't know what will happen for the rest of the week but you still wake up, right? Still, you drag your lazy bum from your comfy bed. Still, you face it (like a champ) because you know you will get to weekend at the end of the week.

( are you kidding me, comparing love to monday morning? Your head needs to get check asap)

And in the end: why so serious? (Special effect: Joker's tone)

 

I just wanna block what i've heard. My own problems are enough to make me feel stressed. I don't need to hear others' shit.


Couples are supposed to pull their shit together. Just...idk, respect each other, will you?

 

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It's so easy, making you all discover my flaws, so you can get over 'it' in no time.

So easy.

 

Dammit, such a huge disappointment to us all.

 

Defenisi tepat galau di malam minggu adalah dengerin suara chris martin di true love dan fix you, over and over again

Because coldplay is so perfect? ❤❤❤

 

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It's not just about the points anymore.
It's about pride

 

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Awoken in the middle of the night because of a nightmare. I only got half an hour of sleep and now i feel silly i'm scared to turn off the light why do i remember my dreams so often? Sometimes i don't like it, especially the bad ones

 

So, this is it.
Long, tiring season. It didn't end up like what we hoped at the beginning, but hey, it could end up worse, right?
But seeing the way they celebrate it, the selfie, wefie and all, lol, it is sooo much different than back then.
And i know i'd hate to see cech go, but it doesn't like he has any choice, right? Sitting in the bench, to be the second-best is not him. He deserves more, a good club which will not hesitate to choose him to guard their goal-posts.
So long, cech.

 

Jadi gini rasanya dapet invitation D-2.
Like, finding a plus-one/driver is not a big deal? (hey the driver part is more important, btw)
Omg i think i will be dateless
God please, let there be a miracle

 

Some moron was lighting fireworks...just now. Face it, it's weekday, almost midnight, and it's kinda late/kinda early to start new year, don't you think?