~ After Time Passes ~

Today.. what happen today..
just like another ordinary day..
So this feels active again in tumblr..
idk, I spend a lot of time in front of my laptop..
and feel tired too

 

Hull... modem lagi ngambek.. online pake taplak...
Entah kenapa aku orangnya selalu punya target...

Btw aku tahu hal yg mencurigakan kemarin itu.. oke i just need follow the ruler right?? Just act as usually and being cool.


~ From Ddochi ~

 

yess... finally.. finally.. my jongsuk photobook been shipped
but must wait 2-4 weeks

btw penyakit lupakukumat lagi
gak tau deh ini besok senin jadinya gimana..
pasrah aja.. toh tinggal tiga bulan lagi

 

michyeota...michyeota.. michyeota...

just how much you spend to buy kpop stuff again..
yaa.. even you work.. you should not do that...
remember you say, not to buy kpop stuff until next year..
but in the fact you can't keep your promise..

 

Wooo.... YG "WHO IS NEXT is getting creepier and creepier!!"
speechless...
for people who follow my tumblr maybe they know what i mean..
Im not A+, i just lee joon fans.. even half of my tumblr follower is lee joon fans
because lee joon is my fave member on Mblaq..

anyway.. maybe next month i will resign..
i will focus to move away next year... my mom want me to study again

 

"Don't forget to renew your passport, you can take a money that mimi send if you need"

10minutes ago, my mom send this message...
my mom always use english, that is way i usually using english even many grammatical errors..
no matter it's wrong or right, but we're trying. it is better than doing nothing right??
that is why my mother want me to study english again..
but I feel embarrassed because i think im already old to learn it..
although there is a proverb says "learning is not based on age"

Sometimes i feel like not good girl to my mother,, my mother work for me too,,
even now im working, but still give her a trouble...
But she always love me, she always help me, she always call me,, send me message...
So, how can I reply all that my mother gave to me during this

 

Lama gak nulis DD
lagi males aja sih,, jangankan gitu tumblr aku aja gak aku update,,
padahal banyak drama baru,,
kehidupan didunia nyata gak bisa ditinggal

 

Jongbin for this week
If anyone say its weird,, yups.. its weird its not normal..
i dont care, right..
If you meet fangirling not only me, You will definitely know what I mean..
Its normal as fangirling to pairing her bias,
although with same gender..

D-8

 

Choi Dal Po
just look like what he say, choi dal po the ugliest..
but whatever people want to say about he ugly, for me he is still handsome


anyway this humming pic about jongsuk cigarette,
I didn't make this story so it looks coincidence.
because i had quit smoking two years ago.
So Jongsuk cigarette is red dunhill
i also use that cigarette once

sometimes there is a past that can not be told, you could say it's bad.
but I have changed to be better.
and all actions in the past were bad i take it as a lesson

 

WTF.. WTF... WTF..
kenapa selalu tiap jadwal aku..
aku gak apa-apa kalau misalnya mau isi pas jadwal aku,,

tapi setidaknya bisa bilang dulu kan..
tahu tata krama gak sih., sekali doang aku sih gak apa-apa..
ini udah dua kali..

aku sih orangnya blak-blakan klo ngomong,,,
sadar syukur, gak sadar berati emang udah gak punya pikiran kali

 

why...why.. why...
at hiatus mode now, but why people still follow my tumblr...
even i cant make a gif, just feel guilty to people who follow me
thankq but sorry i cant update for now..

so everyone at my home through a financial crisis..
if me you know this month i spent 1000K just to buy kpop stuff..
even call myself stupid, crazy,,, im not regret to buy it..
but I should able to maintain my finances ..
but the real reason why this month i get financial crisis because i got a lot of wedding invitations

 

[video=youtube;Ma6jBtFnX68]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ma6jBtFnX68[/video]

What’s the use of telling you?
I won’t beg for being comforted
I hate selling my emotions
I’m stingy with happiness
Words I hate more than “you pay” is “have strength”
Alcohol, people, everything
I get drunk easily and have messy endings
I get mad easily and ruin the fun
Even when it seems like I’m so happy

I end things as if I hate it so much, I could kill
I’m still perfectly breathing after the break up anyway
So don’t do the thing that kills and buries the heart
Don’t ask me if I’m alright
What I want is the indifference that resembles me
The whole world is acting so damn dramatic
There’s no use in keeping track of love, it’s just instinct
It’s funny, what separates humans from beasts
What turns humans into beasts

It’s different this time
I deceive myself every time
But without fail
Like always
It will come to an end
Am I really in love?
Or am I dating to break up?
Once again, it comes to me
An easy ending

Words I say to a broken mirror
Every time I difficultly start dating
And easily break up
If only things were as clear as the alcohol in my glass
There would’ve been just a slight hangover
You’re taking another sip already
Tie the noose, at first you were so on fire
But when things cooled down, you put a chain around her neck
It’s always different, the reason for leaving her
But after the break up, the one who was left behind was always you
Don’t you know that although love is just a game to you
To others, it’s their everything?
After you buy pity with those expensive tears
Other people pay your debt for you
Who knows the reason, just do whatever you want
Treat people you like the opposite of how you feel
For you, who lives such a lonely life
No, for me
I hope things go well

I think it’s for the better
There’s no reason why it shouldn’t be for you too
It’s always the same ending
Just the same old, easy ending
This easy ending
Well, what can you do

It’s different this time
I deceive myself every time
But without fail
Like always
It will come to an end
Am I really in love?
Or am I dating to break up?
Once again, it comes to me
An easy ending

Happy ending

Happy
No, easy
Me

From hello to goodbye 1
Ending things with the same word as the beginning
There’s a reason to it all

Am I really in love?
Or am I dating to break up?
Once again, it comes to me
An easy ending

​

 

bakalan 2nd lead syndrom sama ini anak
percaya apa gak dia 95 line, noona dongsaeng nih ceritanya

btw tumblr tampilan baru semacam gak bersahabat gitu
bener sih ukuran gif bisa lebih besar, tapi loading kok berasa lebih lama ya

kurang satu jam lagi

 

lama gak nulis-nulis disini..
seminggu ini sejak aku ultah aku bener-bener gak bisa online..
padahal aku pengen online.. udah kayak kecanduan internet aja aku ini
entah itu gegara jaringan yg lagi error, dan karena aku lagi gak dirumah..
diajak keluar mulu

minggu ini mulai aktif tumblr lagi..

 

me..


lee jong suk and kim woo bin fans,

kdrama admin

kang haneul admin..

kdrama gif..

ahn jae hyun

lee joon

 

hahahha... kembali lagi..
aku karna sejak gapdong, aku sering post si lee joon..
jadi aku suka ngegif dia lagi,, aku suka ngegif jongsuk juga kok..
tapi yg ngegif jongsuk buanyaakkk sekali
jadi aku nyantai aja.. tetep ngegif'n juga kok ntar,,,
gak mungkin aku gak ngegif dia..

mungkin ada yg heran ngapain sih bikin gif, kurang kerjaan..
buat aku gif itu juga seni.. gak semua orang bisa bikinnya kan

 

sebenernya gak ada niatan buat bikin gif dia,,
si abel suka ini anak dan aku disuruh ngegifin,,
ternyata banyak yg suka to

minggu ini bakalan super sibuk,,
semoga koneksi bersahabat,,

 

lol.. not my gif.. but thats funny

jongsuk photobookku udah dateng
dari minggu lalu sih aslinya..
tinggal nunggu official tshirtnya..

mau curhat apa ya, aku sendiri jadi bingung
lagi gak pengen cerita masalah keluarga,, karna aku selalu mikir aku gak punya masalah..
walaupun sebenernya lagi ada masalah..

 

gak tahu ya mesti ngomong apa lagi,,,
aku gak kepo lho ya..
situ yang kepo..
aku sih nyantai aja
aku yang salah, tapi kenapa situ yang kepo banget