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Welcome to The Orange Road

Discussion in 'Dear Diary' started by articuzwolf, Jan 4, 2011.

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    It's been a while since I didn't belive in God anymore

    Will I always be like this?

    90% Yes

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    OK, another option just appeared in front of my eyes...

    But I think I'm gonna need sometimes before harvesting it

    How long? Until She open her heart again...perhaps

    When? Don't know...

    Are you sure about this? No...

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    So what do you believe in?

    Myself!

    How about the others?

    It depends on who should I believe in...

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    The Life Agony...

    Now I don't have any other choices about the Golden Target except Giving it up...

    No...

    Let's just time flow first...

    But I definitely won't give up!

    Not yet!

    Now let's just take a deep relax and play with silver and bronze target

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    Pride is my biggest sin...

    I hate to lose...

    People said because I'm a choleric type...

    I always want to rule above the others...

    I like making people my minions...

    Although I don't believe in them... Mostly

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    My holiday is almost over...

    Without getting anything except a bunch of Anime and TV Series

    Sigh, I knew that nothing can be as smooth as my plan...

    But this is too far from my expectation...

    And I didn't count that unnecessary silence into account

    So what are you gonna do in the last 13 days?

    Just waiting for a miracle to happen...

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    But isn't that good?

    Yeah, I gain (over) confidence from that...

    I don't like to lose so I always to beat my enemy/rival...

    I'll try everything to get what I want...

    Even if I need to use the "wrong" method...

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    It's been a while since that time...

    Not a single word was flying over here since that time...

    Why don't I say something to fix this?

    NO, I don't want to...

    I had enough already...

    That silence always pissing me off...

    And I don't give a damn because its appear again...

    Once, I might still able to hold it...but twice?

    Gimme a break...

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    Is that wrong?

    To satisfy ourself?

    To get whatever we want? And to be whatever we like?

    Didn't people always said : "Be Yourself"

    Isn't it means "Be Yourself even if That's your evil self?"

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    Nice Star Driver episode put my boringness into a halt...

    Now I couldn't wait for next episode next week...

    My last Star Driver episode that I'm gonna watch in Indonesia

    And also my last weekend in Indonesia...

    At least for about 8-9 months...

    And I really feel that I don't want to come back next year

    It's too...*sigh*

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    They will say, no...

    Because they're just a bunch of hypocrite...

    They said " Be Yourself!" and when you "becoming" yourself...

    They will say "Behave!" and whatever that is definitely just crap...

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    Darn, Impact from last Star Driver episode is still making me kinda stress? confused?

    Idk what is this...

    Nichi Keito is one of unique character that I've rarely seen in the anime...

    Good one of course...

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    People always using mask wherever they go...

    Sometimes, they pretend to be another person...

    or imitate them?

    And who the hell am I supposed to imitate?

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    Waiting for my V.I.P status to be approved

    Today, I just finished my "signature" project and made some little changes...

    Now, I'm gonna have a new signature...nice one of course

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    Mask Mask Mask

    Hypocrite Hypocrite Hypocryte

    Bunch of idiots...

    Including me...

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    OK, VIP has been approved

    New Signature emerges!

    Damn, it looks so cool...

    Especially when I remember how hard I made it...

    =P

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    Main FLAG has appeared in my life...

    Harem ending everyone happy is a bull

    In real world I need to choose...

    Damn...

    I'm not ready yet...

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    Jealosy is scary as hell...

    While reading a review about Dragonball etc2 I realize that this world is full of haters

    The power of jealousy drive them crazy and make a smokescreen in their head

    how about you?

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    It's truly intriguing and challenging to win this one...

    It's not as hard as I predicted...

    I'm sure I'm gonna win it...

    But is it worth to try?

    is it worth to get?

    is it worth to sacrifice my "plan B" just to get it?

    Dunno, but the temptation is too big...

    and without realizing it, I start thinking using my dick instead of my head

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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    People always get jealous when other people do better/get more/superior than them...

    Better GF/BF

    More Popular

    Smarter, More Handsome/Beautiful

    etc...

    and the story of My World goes on ~

     
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    Dear Orange Road...

    Ok, bad day...

    After about more than one weeks of silences...

    It suddenly appeared in front of my eyes...

    FU CK with that...

    If it's not a lie than it's something that she's come up with because of my previous messages

    Good one, she do know how to play her cards well...

    And my peaceful day before my departure back to australia is ruined by her...

    Thanks...

    How am I supposed to send my "grateful" attitude towards you now?

    by bitching? cursing?

    She might not realize, but after this year ends...

    We might not have a chance like this again...

    We might not have a chance even to talk like we used to...

    But, Like hell she would realize or even care abou that...

    The problem is you now, yes ME!

    What am I gonna do next?

    Playing stupid silences for almost 2 years like we did before back in 2007-2008?

    Act like nothing happens? although SHIT do happens?

    Reality is a monster, and she's really a witch...

    and like She do care about my opinion about her anyway...

    I do have a lot of backup plans, especially my trump card that I can use anytime...

    But, that isn't my reason/purpose when I came back 3 months ago...

    I came back for her not for her...

    I came back to win what can't I win back there not to win what I already win...

    Yeah, good one...such a fancy way to waste your time and your life span...

    now what?

    and the story of my life goes on ~
     
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