Welcome to The Orange Road

Dear Orange Road...

Going to the my future place and plan

Preparing for fourteenth angel in chocolate clothes

choosing beetween 90% smile or 10% laugh

or should I choose 10% and if I failed I took the 90%

Like some animal that have no shame?

Realizing something beautiful about that smile

But I already decided to put an end to that smile

And start aiming for the laugh

But That makes something storming in my body

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

Yes democracy and freedom that bestowed upon us will be misused and lead us to destruction

And in the middle of that midst destruction

someone will uproar in the name of justice

and start the era of Autocracy...

and the story of The World goes on~

 

Dear Orange Road...

That Statement just made everything clearer

That 10% is really small

and there's a strong power that support it

so what should I choose? Think!

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

Man with a lot of power such as autocrats is always making people jealous of him...

Why he is the only one with power?

Why he become our leader not me?

and the story of The World goes on~

 

Dah, sweet and bitter chocolate is really tempting

Wanna try to bite it even just a little bit

can I?

yeah, she's the one who make the move...

So, just abandon that crap about 90% and 10%

how about choosing another option?

Tempting? Yes...

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

And they start the rebellion...

Even when the Country is in the good condition...

Their desire make their eyes blind...

And start moving the country towards the Despair...

and the story of The World goes on~

 

Dear Orange Road...

Still focusing on bitter sweet chocolate...

Just about two or three letters a day, but I think it's definitely advancing...

Especially because I already prepared the preparation since 3rd year of high school....

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

They shake the balance and maybe even try to assassinate the Autocrat...

The result is clear, Autocracy will change into a Monarchy...

With a Dictator to save the country and his own ass...

and keep repeating...

and the story of The World goes on~

 

Dear Orange Road...

Hunger make my body stiff...

Make my emotion unstable...

and my Anger explodes like a volcano...

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

And the History repeat itself...

With foolishness, greed and desire within it...

It will never stop...

and keep repeating...

until The World end~

 

Dear Orange Road...

I think I'm going to try it tomorrow

But first, I need to recharge my credit balance lol

Darn, I wish I were stay in Australia right now...

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

Sometimes, I ask myself...

Do I really believe in God?

No, that's the first word that always appear in my head...

and the story of My World begins ~

 

Dear Orange Road...

Invitation was sent...

Result was predicted...

Guess I need to make it sure tomorrow...

Just for old time sake...

and the story of my life goes on ~


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Dear Orange Road...

Do I really need to make it sure?

I think something obvious is obvious...

The Answer lies within the silence itself...

Cooperate and explaining each other...

It's always like that from the begining...

And I believe that I know that even before I sent it...

*sigh*

Kamijo Touma always said that He's gonna break the illusion...

But I don't think that's what we need...

I don't think that's what really matter...

for me at least...

I wish my right hand were Reality Breaker...

something that could break this boring life, and replace it with my dream and illusion...

I'm pretty good at imagining thing at least...

I have a very good Imagination...

Yeah, I wish...

To Whom? I don't believe in God remember?

Truth is harsh...Goddamn with real life...

At the end, I just another dreamer...

Who's chasing gold and His pride is preventing him from taking silver...

Man's dream is bullshit, and still I chasing for it...

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

Why don't I believe in God?

Because Why do I have to?

It's just, it's easier to think like that...

and the story of My World goes on ~

 

Dear Orange Road...

Yeah, just confirmed something today...

At least what I thought since yesterday was right...

Happy? Sad? No...

It's just...I already knew that it will become like this...

Some stupid crap about dream...

Now I just need to focus on collecting money...

Become richer and richer person...

I need money to buy everything that money can buy...

So I just need to focus my efforts on the other thing that money can't buy...

and the story of my life goes on ~


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Am I blind?

Am I stupid enough to not realize such a simple fact?

Somehow I couldn't believe myself either...

Change is inevitable...

Nothing constant...

Everything change...

Execpt that!

Damn...

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

Coz if I had one...

I'm gonna blame everything to Him

I'm gonna ask everything to Him

I'm gonna too dependent on Him

and the story of My World goes on ~

 

Dear Orange Road...

Okay, holiday is almost over...

I just lost one of my best friend in Australia because she moved to USYD...

Darn, I really enjoy the time that I spent with her...

She's one of my best friend in there...

and the story of my life goes on ~

 

Yeah that's why it's better not have one...

Good luck and Bad luck is still happen to you, no matter you're believer or not...

So why bother doing thing that you will still get no matter what?

and the story of My World goes on ~

 

Dear Orange Road...

Without one of my best friend that I used to depend on...

I need to find a new one...

Darn, I already lost 3...

The other two because they have a different major with me...

And the one was leaving to USYD like I told you before...

So, what are you gonna do next semester?

and the story of my life goes on ~