（*/∇＼*） this is my story~

lama-lama naik darah juga nih, mentang-mentang ga liat orangnya
makin lama, makin gampang kesel
bisa-bisa ngeflame di bnyak thread

 

let it burn in the deep of my heart

 

i was thinking who am i?

 

and i am still searching for the real i am

 

Spoiler: begitulah

i'm walking in the past again,
still wanting to to be beside me
smiling even it tough
hide the tears you usually found

i'm walking in the past again,
saying that i never miss you
laughing that we can laugh again,
actually i'm crying, how much i want you to be beside me

i wake up to reality,
realize that you're no more here
realize that it just a past
a past that i miss so much

i woke up in reality
that i ever said to 'move on'
but i couldn't even now, and i'm crying more and more...

i woke up in a reality,
seeing that i am still not alone,
realize that someone is beside me,
but i am still wondering
can i be better beside you? may i?
actually, my heart is still hurt just remember it..

 

Spoiler: udah ah

aku lelah, sangat lelah..
aku lelah menjadi no 2 dalam segala hal, di hati banyak orang

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lagu-lagu indah yang biasanya membuatku tersenyum dan bersemangat lagi, bahkan tidak lagi berpengaruh
aku mulai tidak tahu apa yang aku inginkan, jalan mana yang aku tempuh..
tapi aku cukup lelah, dan ingin menyerah...