OriPoem Some people might think ..

do not worry about it, because our life span is not too long
if you can't reach what you want to reach, then somebody will do it for you
everyone have faith that can overcome anything, i believe that you still have some faith in your self

it's only matter how human think
i don't think i am right but i don't think what i do was wrong too
i just do what i want and that is my choice
it's about how you would judge by thinking
just enjoy your life today, because may somebody today can't enjoy life as fullest as we can

your love is here. muahhahahahahaha :3

 

in the early morning
your whole body
icyle cold
i never thougt

gone when your hand held
my hand tightly

why the war soo cruel

your soul will perish
in the battlefield
your mind gona mad
then hell descending upon your eyes

serve you
to be loved
by the warcry

 

let's try another shoot
before someone do

The race of time
an individual, tried to grab his glory day
and someday he was torn apart
after his loved one
leaving
alone
in the eternity of despair

how do you fix someone that already broken?
like a garbage, without value
waiting for the end of his journey

 

Apakah saya pantas mempunyai seseorang untuk dicintai?

Iya, mereka adalah orang tuaku, saudaraku, temanku dan kekasihku.
Dan juga
Tidak, karena aku adalah orang yg tidak berguna dan selalu menyusahkan mereka.

Namun, aku tahu bila mana aku tidak berada di sini bersama mereka
Maka mereka akan sedih, meskipun kesedihan itu bisa lenyap termakan oleh waktu
Tetap saja kesedihan itu akan membekas di hati.

Memberikan sakit yg mendalam dan ingatan pahit untuk setiap orang yg mengasihiku.

Aku pernah tertawa di dalam hatiku, kenapa aku tidak memiliki sesuatu yg kamu miliki.
Mungkin jawabnya adalah karena usahamu dan usahaku masing-masing memberikan hasil yg berbeda.

Aku syukuri saja hal itu, tahu kenapa
Karena juga aku memiliki sesuatu yg kamu tidak miliki.


Yeeee yatta yo. baka baka baka.

 

envy,
how envious am i?
i have to struggle for the light

but,
glorious lights will be faded
and i don't have any idea that my thought has misleaded

fall into the bottomless pit
no one, alone, forever.

 

i may not a honest person
even in front my respected person,
i will lying to hide my self

i, not a saint
not a scientist

i will absolutely vanish
in the mean time
forgotten

will be absolutely forgetten by people
even i don't want it.....

...
...
.

 

i don't wanna dissapear
i don't wanna become a mere name
i wanna craving my name in history

but it's hurt, become someone not yours
i don't wanna lying again
it's hurt
don't trust me

but hear me out, make me understand
and don't leave me
it's cold and soo lonely

i'm not an amusing person
that picture would smile upon me

 

where in the world am i?

it's dark, and hollow
i can't see anyone
or
did i lost myself
then drifting away
far
far away

i couldn't holding on anymore
it's cold
isn't?
it's scary
isn't?

where in the world am i?

 

thought, a demon inside me
say
you're the biggest liar
but in all those facade
there are a honesty
that i keep up thightly

thought, a demon inside me
wished
to break free, leave me
unmasked
and tell to the world
that i'm insane
and lost

a heretic whose sought for forgiveness

 

the worse day ever never lasting
everysingle time, it come and keep coming
the agony, killing me
everystep gonna lost
every path gonna crumble

and it gonna repeat and keep repeating
the reaper who wanna end his life

 

longing, how that gonna be a
long day and i have came for you

then long time that i need reach you
but you are not longer in the world

how long this sadness gone fade
am i need take the longer path
that doesn't belong to me

i have long way to go
before ... the night crumble down, and the dawn gone bloom

 

have you done it?
you hadn't done it
get ahold yourself
set your eyes

catch it before
all
crumble
and become void

set your mind
and get what you desired for

 

you hadn't accomplishe anything
in a few past week
what have you done
weren't you gonna regret something
tommorow

when everyone put the hat
then throw it away
you become a void
in the side of darkness

 

There was smile
for the first time i saw

You're smiling
for your important person
Even when she didn't love you

because you believe that
"you will more happy this way"

Inspired from When Hikaru Was on Earth . . .

 

Whether i'm unknown
added between equal and multiply

then divided endlessly

Say whatever you sing
spring the melody

then think abnormaly

Night won't passed
and dawn
likely

won't ever come normally
again

 

... to take the Bid
My stake has risen high
even bird won't reach it

Piercing the sky, up to Heaven
but won't reach anything


Morning for the hardworker
Night for the Owl
and i wouldn't become one.

I can't become your beloved one.

 

Chigusa Yuu's Monologue - Kuzu to Kinka no Qualidea

...

What lies ahead of us is sweet despair

The harsh extinction of one’s consciousness
A nightmare that stretches into eternity
A snare that reaches into the void

Every day we live,
we edge one step closer to death
There is no guarantee that one will live to see tomorrow

...

 

I have living my live with pile of lie
Lying with another lie
as my soul
died
in process. . .

 

Yes, i have acomplished all of it
now, goodbye.

It's time for
walk away from the nest

Every moment, was happiness
But, time to move on
and get i am dreaming for.