OriPoem Dear Heart Don't You Remember

Dear Heart Don’t You Remember

Dear heart don’t you remember she was there and you were here alone;​

That she had him in her arms, and she kissed my lips tenderly but went home to him;​

Laughing, talking, window shopping with that Jacques guy;​

That she was living your dreams with him​

And how we heard that she was still with him while you were dying inside for her touch;​

Well I heard she re- found him right around when she said good-bye​

And I just didn’t want you to break down and cry​

And I came real close and almost lost my self-control, and almost spilled my guts to you​

Because I could feel that somehow you already knew even though I tried to be cold​

But I bit my tongue, kept my cool, 'cause I remembered;​

That according to her I don't care;​

That she doesn’t matter to me;​

I don't love her anymore; he can have her I guess​

I don't know why I let it slips my mind;​

I tell myself all the time; that I will be just fine​

Guess I forgot again for a second there; and at her picture I can’t help but stare​

But that’s right I guess I don't care.​

Almost 10:00 again; right about the time she normally would come over and spend some time​

I should've known her car wouldn’t be parked outside​

Maybe I should go find her; Knock on her door and give her a piece of my mind;​

But I just kept to myself; all alone here at my place;​

Wondering why I went so far to think that all out;​

When I don't care​

She don't matter anymore​

I don't love her anyway; he can have her and have his way​

I don't know why she crosses my mind​

I tell myself each and everyday​

Guess I forgot again for a second there;​

That I don't care anymore​

When I got online, the speakers said, welcome you’ve got mail​

She said, "It was all my fault and says that I made her leave”​

She didn’t say she missed us, or that she wanted to see the ring we picked out​

But she did brag about a few guys that took her out;​

I know you felt me read those words because I felt you break​

I guess I really do still care​

She was all that mattered​

I still love her just like always, I want to have her​

I never got her off my mind, been hoping she would call or write or something​

But the only thing she can say to us is that it’s my fault​

Partial blame I can except​

But there are parts that she seems to eagerly forget;​

I’m sorry we will never hold her again;​

I’m sorry you cannot see that beautiful ring on her hand;​

You know the one that sits in its purple box on the computer stand;​

Just stay strong, really the Doctor says it won’t take too long;​

Maybe it’s a blessing; or maybe it’s a shame​

But we may forget her face, her lips and maybe even her name;​

But come on please tell me that you don’t care anymore;​

Because our stupid brain tells me;​

That we’re still in love;​

That’s not true, please say it isn’t so​

Because she won’t come back,​

Her eyes the last we spoke told me so.
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I’m sorry
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