~ After Time Passes ~

met ultah woobin,.,
semoga cepet ngedrama lagi
semoga bisa muncul bareng sama jongsuk juga

sudahlah.. aku lagi gak mood sebenrnya..
jadi gak tahu mau bilang apa

 

cant curse in here righ??

dam*... this two why...why,,,
just look at this two...






ahhhggghhh... from evening just opening tumblr/twitter and ig for this..
actually i dont know.. why i ship them to much..
just call me weird.. right?? but i dont care...


Happy Eid Mubarak 1436H,,, buat semua yang baca ini kalau aku pernah punya salah..

 

for today~ 12:00 here..

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My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Don’t look at me with that light glance
Don’t speak of love easily
If you want my heart, you need to take my pain too
Because you will be pricked by my thorns someday

Don’t trust me too much
You don’t know me that well yet
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh
Don’t love me
You don’t know me that well yet
I said run away just run away
Don’t come to me

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Seeing your confidence makes me feel so bad for you
Your confident footsteps toward me looks so pitiful today
Emotions? That’s an extravagance to me
Love? That’s Obsession’s best friend
So run away just run away
Cuz you and I must come to an end

Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn

Don’t trust me too much
You don’t know me that well yet
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh
Don’t love me
You don’t know me that well yet
I said run away just run away
Don’t come to me

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Yes.. just say im run away now..

 

rasanya ketika udah diatas dan dijatuhin itu kayak gini kali ya..
sakitt.. entahlah ini kenapa bisa kek gini..

forget all what i say up there... same.. i want curse... but cant..
just wth.. wtf today im really feel hate on dispatch..

off... so tired today..

 

he's crazy right??
wth.. who want you do that, who want you sacrificed your faith..

from the first time i just give the best way, but what he doing,,
he always ruin it,, just.. cant you just find another girl..

its okay all my mistake.. but i give you another way...
and im fine with it,, see even now i can do what i want,,

 

if you call me greedy, then how about you???
yes, that think its my ambition, because you take my place..
so, what do you feel???

i bet you hate me right??

 

that person just call me if she need me.. just like another..
nevermind, didnt people always like that..

idk but this week i cant control my delusion...
its not because i miss to be there,,.
yeah.. i cant promise anything.. i cant even do it,,

i just wait and hope they can understand...

 

hhmmm.....hhhmmmm.....

what?? idk what i want now..
maybe i just tired and back to that times again so i do this thing again...

bye-bye 23 and welcome 24..
tahun depan udah 25.. dan aku inget setiap ditanya kapan nikah jawabnya selalu umur 25an..
dan klo sekarang udah mau 25, aku gak yakin emang udah pasti klo umur 25 aku gak bakalan nikah


ahhh.. jadi curhat... tapi ini kan emang tempat curhat..
tapi aku gak mau curhat.. ini bukan curhat kok..just some story about me..
buat aku klo emang belum waktunya ya udah, lagipula aku mau nikah sama sapa

 

just shut up.. you not my father..
why you act like my father !!!
i dont care with your relationship with my mother.. just dont involved me..

i not child, i know what should i do.... i dont need your concern..

 

entahlah aku sendiri juga gagal paham..

anggep aja ini curhat ehh bukan lagi jelek-jelekin orang..
sebenernya aku gagal paham sama orang macam dia., he worse than me..

oke aku ngeforum anggep aja emang sebegai sarana refresing juga. aku disini kerja..
nah dia.. apa dia gak sadar gitu banyak banget yg gak suka sama dia..
gak cuma diforum ini, forum sebelah juga...

just say, its my mindset.. yes.. i hate people like that..
hello.. daripada ngeforum kek gitu mending cari kerja deh..
apa gak sayang tuh umur udah mau 30 belom dapet kerja tapi ngeforum mulu..
nyusahin dan cari musuh mulu.. semoga cepet dikasih hidayah sama yang diatas

sorry, aku emang gak bisa kontrol emosi.. klo pertama-tama ada yg cari maslah kayak gini..
coba 2/3 hari lagi pasti udah normal lagi

 

yahh... rencana ke sentosanya gagal yakk..

gak gagal juga sih cuma diundur,,,
masih dua tahun lagi ya...hhhmmmmmmmmmmmmm......................................
pengen cepet selesai sebenernya...

entahah aku random banget hari ini...

 

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Song for today...
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh, and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

 

aku ini emang suka cari perkara banget kan ya..
mungkin mereka udah ngerasa klo aku sedikit menyebalkan
habisnya situ sendiri suka cari masalah sih..
ya udah bales aja... toh orang kayak gitu klo didiemin aja gak bakalan berubah

 

aku punyaa diari ini dan terlupakan,.,,,
entah jadi bingung sendiri mau nulis apaa...
hari ini masalahnya dateng dari segala arah
dan seperti biasa aku enggak perduli,,
dan perjalanan hidupku.. ehh.. berubah lagii
anggep aja mengalami kemunduran.. its okay, at least i can forget my problem..