A Journal of My Life

I remember...
the time we still together
when we still think we can do anything we want
when everything seems so easy to reach

we share our joy together
we laugh together
together in this place

now...
it's time to part
we must chase our own dream
we can't always be together

but...
I'll never forget being with you these past years
With our dreams of the future and hopes
i believe that someday in the future
we will meet again



until then....
take care yourself...

 

07-09-11

hari ini ga jauh beda sama hari kemarin
tetep ga ada kerjaan

akhirnya bsok udah mulai masuk kuliah lagi
tapi tugas2 masih numpuk males ngerjainnya

semangat semangat

 

08-09-11

akhirnya kuliah dimulai juga

dosennya masih pada blum dateng

udah nunggu dari jam 9 sampe jam 3 ternyata dosennya ga ada

tau gitu kan mending balik skalian trus tidur di kosan

 

lagi2 kuliah dosennya ga ada
sia2 deh bangun pagi2

siangnya ada kumpul unit
lumayan gw jadi ngerti apa2 aja yg penting dalam menulis berita itu

besok jadwal full dari pagi ampe sore
semoga aja gw ga kesiangan bangunnya

 

cape bgt gw hari ini

pertama renang pagi2
napas gw jadi pendek bgt udah lama ga renang

abis itu ada kumpul unit lain
ternyata nulis itu ga semudah ngomong apa yang ingin kita pikirin yah

 

hari ini gw hampir serasa ga kuliah biarpun masuk kelas
gara2 semalem nonton bola
kenapa barca harus seri

besok agendanya katanya ada futsal lawan angkatan atas
semoga bisa berjalan dengan baik

 

Orang sabar itu disayang tuhan
Tapi orang yang ga sabar juga disayang tuhan karena tuhan itu maha penyayang

Besok kesabaran gw bakal diuji
Semangat




Quote of the day

 

Semakin aku beranjak dewasa
Semakin aku menyadari betapa indahnya masa kecil itu
Kita selalu bermain bersama
Seakan-akan dunia itu ada untuk kita


Kita tidak pernah berpikir akan jadi apa kita di masa depan
Kita hanya bermimpi tanpa mengerti apa yang kita impikan

Setelah aku beranjak dewasa
Aku mulai mengerti seberat apa sebuah mimpi itu
Kita mulai berpikir bahwa kita hidup untuk dunia
Kita mulai memandang segala sesuatu dengan cara yang berbeda

Jadi apakah kamu ingin kembali ke masa lalu?
Saat segalanya masih terasa sangat indah?

Aku tidak ingin kembali meskipun aku tau itu sangat indah
Karena aku yang sekarang ada karena adanya aku yang dulu
Jika aku kembali dan merubah sesuatu
Aku tidak yakin aku akan tetap menjadi diriku yang sekarang ini

Tapi bukankah saat itu sangat menyenangkan?

Memang menyenangkan
Tapi aku merasa saat ini juga cukup menyenangkan
Meskipun aku telah berubah
Meskipun dunia sekitarku berubah
Selama aku bahagia
Aku puas dengan keadaan ini

 

kapan gw bsia istirahat
dari kemarin sibuk begadang mulu
sekarang sih begadangnya gara2 ada bola

semangat2

 

i hate when people talk about me
they talk as if they are know everything about me
they said i must do this and that
that piss me off

how could they talk like that?
they don't even know how my way of thinking
they don't even know wether 'me' that they know is the real me or not

i don't understand how the other think
but one thing i know
my way of thinking is far more different than the other
that why no one can understand me

but i don't care
even if people understand me or not
i never feel lonely at all
because...

only when i'm alone
i can be myself

 

you know
i don't remember since when you enter my life
you just appear from out of nowhere
i don't even know how was your appearance
but one thing i know
you're the most important thing in my life

you always being with me
no matter how fool i am
you still there
never left me even a bit

but until now
i never considered that you exist
i don't care what happen to you
i only care about myself

but you're different
you always care about me
even if i doing wrong
you never left me

you always cheers me up when i'm down
you always warn me if i'm full of myself
you always there for me
with your smile

it's true
that you're only my imagination
but it's also true
that you're irreplaceable in my life

sorry if i'm always drag you down
but
i'm really grateful
that you always here with me

thanks you for always being with me

 

wind breeze flowing through my face
the sky looks so clear with a dazzling sun
the birds chirping as if they calling each other
it's really peaceful here

i wish i could share this moment with you
i will do anything if it could bring you here

since you came to my life
my entire world gradually changed
i learn how to smile
and enjoy every moment with you

we talk about anything
from anything that happen in this life
sometimes we debate something unimportant
and we often fight because of it

but i really enjoyed that moment
seeing you so cheerfully when we discuss about something
just that alone
it's really makes me happy

it's really peaceful here
under the shade of tree
i just stared at the clear sky
when will we meet again?

 

one time i had a dream
in that dream i was alone
alone at the middle of nowhere
standing alone under the shade of tree

somehow i feel very blissful being there
i can feel the warmth of the summer breeze
hear the bird chirping
that's really makes me at ease

then you came
bring me more happiness
teach me how to smile
so i can face the cruel reality

but that's was just a dream
in the end it will only make you feel sad to leave from there
you'll forget once you wake up

that's indeed a dream
but i won't forget that beautiful moment
even just for a second
i wish to stay there longer
and waiting for the day you came again

 

hidup adalah pilihan

sebuah kalimat yang sudah cukup akrab kita dengar, namun bermakna cukup dalam.
mungkin hidup kita memang sudah diatur, tapi kita masih diberi kebebasan untuk memilih.

hidup yang saat ini kita jalani adalah akibat dari pilihan yang kita ambil dari masa lalu.
Dan jalan yang akan kita pilih saat ini akan menjadi hidup kita di masa depan

 

setelah sekian lama akhirnya dapet juga hari kosong buat istirahat
tapi tetep aja besoknya ga bisa santai2
harus belajar soalnya uts sudah dekat

 

i'm pissed at myself
i really disappointed at myself
i was so weak that i can't do anything
damn it all

 

you know...
it's been long time since last time we meet
where are you right now
i really miss you

we have choose our own way
we decide to part our way so we can reach our own goal
maybe that's the best we can think
but right now i feel regret a little

maybe i should follow the road you've taken
'cause now i realized
that my goal is to being with you
not anything else

i've choose the wrong way
i choose follow my own road because you said so
i didn't know that i my choice only will hurt me

maybe you have found someone who can make you happy
maybe our path will never crossed again

it's fine
even if we didn't meet again
as long as you happy
it's fine for me

but please
please don't forget
the time when we still together

because only when you remember that time
i can be with you for a moment

 

sungguh hari yang buruk
bener2 bad mood gw hari ini ga tau kenapa
mana banyak tugas belum dikerjain lagi
harus belajar buat UTS juga

what a hectic week

 

nothing to do today
another boring day

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Spoiler: Secret Base ~Kimi ga Kureta Mono~ (10 Years After) lyric

kimi to natsu no owari shourai no yume
ookina kibou wasurenai
juunengo no hachigatsu
mata deaeru no shinjite
saikou no omoide o

deai wa futtoshita shunkan kaerimichi no kousaten de
koe o kaketekureta ne issho ni kaerou
boku wa terekusasou ni KABAN de kao o kakushinagara
hontou wa totemo totemo ureshikatta yo

aa hanabi ga yozora kirei ni saite chotto setsunaku
aa kaze ga jikan to tomo ni nagareru

ureshikutte tanoshikutte bouken mo iroiro shita ne
futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

kimi to natsu no owari shourai no yume ookina kibou wasurenai
juunengo no hachigatsu mata deaeru no shinjite
kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara arigatou sakendeita koto
shitteita yo
namida o koraete egao de sayonara setsunai yo ne
saikou no omoide o

aa natsuyasumi mo ato sukoshi de owacchau kara
aa taiyou to tsuki nakayoku shite

kanashikutte sabishikutte kenka mo iroiro shita ne
futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara arigatou sakendeita koto
shitteita yo
namida o koraete egao de sayonara setsunai yo ne
saikou no omoide o

totsuzen no tenkou de doushiyou mo naku
tegami kaku yo denwa mo suru yo wasurenaide ne boku no koto o
itsumademo futari no kichi no naka

kimi to natsu no owari zutto hanashite
yuuhi o mitekara hoshi o nagame
kimi no hoho o nagareta namida wa zutto wasurenai
kimi ga saigo made ookiku te o futtekureta koto
kitto wasurenai
dakara koushite yume no naka de zutto eien ni

kimi to natsu no owari shourai no yume ookina kibou wasurenai
juunengo no hachigatsu mata deaeru no shinjite
kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara arigatou sakendeita koto
shitteita yo
namida o koraete egao de sayonara setsunai yo ne
saikou no omoide o

saikou no omoide o

Spoiler: translation

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August,
we'll meet again
Such great memories...

We met in a sudden instant at the intersection on the way home
And you called out to me, and said "Let's go home together"
I was so bashful that I hid my face with my bag
But I was so very, very happy

Ah, the fireworks burst in the night sky so nicely, it kinda hurts
Ah, the wind flows by with the time

We had so many happy, fun adventures
Together in our secret base

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Ah, summer break will end soon
Ah, I hope the sun and moon make friends

We had so many sad, lonely arguments
Together in our secret base

I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Nothing can be done about your sudden transfer
I'll write, and call
So don't forget me
Forever, in our secret base

With you at the end of summer, we talked on and on
After the setting sun, we gazed at the stars
I'll never forget the tear that flowed down your cheeks
I won't forget
The way you waved to me until the very end
So let's stay this way in our dreams, forever...

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Such great memories...

what a great lyric
it's really makes me miss my childhood friends
i wonder where they are now