The Diary of Ashiya

The reality is..
sometimes you lose.
and you're never too good to lose
you're never too big to lose
and you're never too smart to lose
it happens and it happens when it needs to happen
and you have to embrace those things #quote

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today has been weird and i feel so ill
i really don't want to go anywhere, i just want to be a little ball and stay inside my blanket all day..
#ashiya

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"..build up my dreams and destroy them instantaneously."​

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caught up, left to my own
and only darkness surrounds
the walls keep tumbling down
and only dust settled around

eyes closed, waterworks fall
I've been here before
and nothing changed at all

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you probably dont know where you come from.. you probably unsure whether the truths you've been knowing are really the truths..
but that doesn't have to define who you really are. you've been living with and thru all that just fine.
so go on. you don't have to stop and find them out. go on, get some, and take on the world.
#ashiya

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it's so sad it hurts, and it's scary..
and it takes so much to admit..​

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boy, never have i ever seen things from such a point of view before *see no evil monkey emoji*

Spoiler: downhill

when the beautiful, amazing ones
explaining how they think they aren't good enough

when the ones who seem confident all the time
having insecurities big enough to keep them from what they want

when the ones who were offered a massive list of lovely things
warding it off with a longer list of things that shouldn't be loved

the others could stay all night to convince them
but they wouldn't believe a single word or action
#ashiya

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You realize you are not alone, right?

No one in their twenties has life figured out.

It’s okay to be a mess.

You’re living.

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it's been a week and we're still stuck deep inside the same shit.
we've been asking the weird questions to each other with no one seems to even give a damn about the answers.
going back and forth between the dark and the light and still couldn't find the goddamn thing that fits.
maybe it's true what we been hearing that apparently it's just about our unbreakable bond with the grey geezers. #ashiya

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..probably like a nickel and a chewed up piece of gum with lint on it. #am

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