A+23 - Visual Daybreak

[TODAY, 3713] Introduce~! :

Finally I have my own diary here Ga nyangka juga bakal punya diary disini, yang akhir-akhir ini lebih banyak didependem daripada diungkapin. Nulis diary itu is like a therapy to me, udah banyak agenda super lucu yang dibeli dengan alesan pengen nulis diary. Tapi itu semua sekarang cuma mejeng di rak buku, kayanya aku bakal dituntut gara gara ikutan global warming ngabisin kertas. *lol* Selain nonton korean, browsing, dengerin lagu lagu korea yang belum paham artinya sampe sekarang, ... hobi utama aku sebenernya fotografi, i'll take and shoot anything I see kalo bawa my baby 60. yang sekarang udah jarang banget dilakuin karena banyak tugas. *sigh* Tapi kalo ada yang mau ngajak aku motret motret (maksudnya aku yang motret) silahkan aja ya Diary ini bakal penuh warna, yang suka kepo bakal suka kok So, welcome here guys, and my heart too! (sekarang akhirnya punya pelarian ya kamu selain diem diem aja ) Pas lagi bikin DD ini, aku lagi suka banget sama videonya Nicole - Lost Spoiler: video and lyrics [video=youtube;GXuUiyMvIJw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXuUiyMvIJw[/video] Outside the window, the lights turn off one by one At some point, I’ve grown used to the darkness I hold onto you in the memories that I can’t throw away Again today, I am fighting with my tears Everywhere I walk, I see you Your traces, your scent, that touch of yours It comes to me faintly and thickly spreads Just like when I first saw you I’m still the same There’s so much that you gave to me Anywhere I go, memories are there I think I miss you I’m still not used to being alone So I look for you At some point, one day, two days pass I am holding onto the time in my small room I don’t know since when but I trap myself here For all this time, I have stopped here alone Everywhere I look, you are standing next to me Those times, that image, just like back then I’m scared it might disappear so I bury them in my memories Still, like a fool I’m still the same There’s so much that you gave to me Anywhere I go, memories are there I think I miss you I’m still not used to being alone So I look for you One shot two shot I remember those eyes I guess we went different ways, please tell me why One shot two shot Fates pulling the lines Lies flashback I remember those eyes I guess that’s how it is There’s so much I couldn’t do for you So I have this lingering attachment to you I guess it calls to me I try to fill myself up with you like this So I look for you

 

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

― Marilyn Monroe ​

 

[Thursday, 4713] Our time~

Today is a happy day Our coffee-milo time is back, thanks to you Aku selalu suka waktu kita kaya gini.. Karena kita bisa ngobrol banyak hal~ Kangen-kangenan karena kesibukan kamu.. Makasih buat waktunya.. It's a cheap medicine for love, but its really hard to get..

 

Motivation [Friday, 5713] Spread the magic flower of love

Dulu banget, setahun yang lalu kayanya aku baru sadar kalo kekuatan orang yang jatuh cinta itu gede banget. That why I say "spread magic flower of love" Aku sadar ini pas temen aku, sahabat sendiri, jatuh cinta juga sama orang yang suka sama dia.. Cara mereka saling sayang, saling mengerti, saling ada, dan saling saling yang lainnya secara ga langsung ngasih energi positif buat yang ada di sekitarnya. Makannya semenjak itu aku seneng banget deket deket sama orang yang jatuh cinta atau yang baru pacaran. Meskipun disisi lain mereka suka galau apalagi yang one-side-love, cuma mereka selalu punya sisi positif dan semangat tiap hari buat jalanin hidup mereka. Sekarang aku tau kenapa jatuh cinta itu berjuta rasanya, dan jatuh cinta itu kaya permen nano nano, dan kalo bahagia itu harus saling berbagi.. Sebarkan sebanyak-banyaknya cintamu, Karena tanpa cinta kau bukan apa-apa. Just flashback langsung ngedance Afterschool - Flashback #gagalgalau #gagalmotivasi

 

[TODAY, 5713] Kalap day~ Quote of the day: Thanks for today, you :')

Kenapa kalap? Inilah jadinya kalo awal bulan ke toko buku (lagi) uang jajan sebulanpun bisa langsung ludes apalagi kalo mikirin bulan puasa yang ga akan jajan sama sekali (atau cuma buka bersama doang), jadilah buku sebagai pelarian terbaik dari segala masalah Berhubung udah ada Review of The Month lagi, dan basicnya dari film.. Aku niatnya udah mau beli Wonderful Radio, cuma ketebelaaaaannnn Terus niat mau beli My Princess, sama ketebelannya Kepikiran buat review Refrain, cuma takut banyak saingan, jadi terpilihlah A Warewolf Boy Spoiler: ... Kalap apa hari ini ..... ​ Aku beli graphic novelnya Kim Dong Hwa Itu juga karena gramedia lagi diskon, lumayan Warna Langit (3)- Kim Dong Hwa. Seri 1 sama 2nya langsung daftar waiting list di gramedia, biar kumplit A Ware Wolf Boy - Kim Mi Ri. Buat review bulan ini Sepeda Merah #1 - Sepeda Merah #2 - Kim Dong Hwa. Ini juga graphic novel dan lucu sekali gambarnya Dan uang aku langsung ludes Review bukunya, as soon as possible ya! Istirahat dulu

 

[TODAY, 7713] Noooo~

What happen to me, what happen to my feel this day Jangan deh ya, jangan sampe

 

[TODAY, 7713] Capek

What happen to me, what happen to my feel this day Jangan deh ya, jangan sampe Badan hari ini drop banget Padahal tadinya mau nyesein subs setidaknya 400 sampe 500 line

 

[TODAY, 8713] So, we meet again

Hari ini ketemu sahabat sahabat Rasanya udah lama banget ga ketemu mereka padahal cuma 2 minggu Dan ketemu kamu, hey mantan kecengan Meskipun kita masih ga saling nyapa, dan jadi awkward.. yah setidaknya liat kamu hari ini udah bikin aku cukup. Cukup tau kalo aku udah ga suka lagi sama kamu Dan akhirnya hari ini makan pasta Bakal ketemu mereka lagi awal september, dan itu masih lama! Lets meet again, soon! Love you guys *hugs*

 

[Today, 8713] Komunikasi~ Today lesson : KOMUNIKASI ITU SEGALANYA

Ternyata semua permasalahan 'hanya' karena komunikasi Ternyata, komunikasi itu penting Kalo semua di komunikasikan, pasti semuanya lancar.. Mungkin emang waktu buat mikir dan bertindaknya itu yang bikin lama yah.. ----- Mau mengklarifikasi aja, semakin banyaknya tugas .... semua DD yang ditulis dengan akhir 'to be continued' bakal di edit ulang dan jadi post yang panjang ... tapi belum sempet aja *berasa artis* *kibas kerudung*

 

[TODAY, 9713] Education~

banyak banget yang aku dapet hari ini, especially dibidang motivasi dan juga pendidikan.. ga nyangka, temen dunia maya (yeah you can tell that) ternyata juga peduli sama kita.. dan di dunia maya juga, kita bisa dapet banyak hal yang unexpected

 

[TODAY, 9713] Dream's Today motivation

ga sengaja liat ini di onsen tadi siang, meskipun bukan buat aku sih, cuma inspiring aja liatnya: "yang penting keep try to live your dream, don't just dream your live."

 

[TODAY, 10713] Missing You~ Sometimes I think of you and I miss you so much But I will just bury it in as beautiful memories Without a choice, I’ll pray for your happiness - After School

Hari ini terlalu sepi buat seorang aku yang biasanya banyak kegiatan. Entah itu kegiatan ngesubs, nonton drakor, nonton RM, KKN atau apapun. Sumpah hari ini terlalu sepi dan aku ga sanggup Entah kenapa, hari ini berasa ada yang ilang ... banyak banget Tapi ga tau apa Kayanya hati aku yang ilang *tsaaaahhh* Kalo baca lirik di atas, aku langsung inget seseorang yang diluar jangkauan So, kamu apa kabarnya disana? Aku disini kangen loh sama kamu, kangen aja, ga pake banget yah Semoga kita masih bisa ketemu suatu hari nanti.

 

[TODAY, 10713] Belongs~

terkadang ada sesuatu hal yang ngebuat kamu sendiri ga bersyukur sama apa yang udah kamu dapet udah dapet satu minta satu lagi, udah dapet dua minta tiga, dan ga akan pernah ada abisnya sayang sebenernya ya hidup kaya gitu tapi kadang kita ga sadar kalo ... "what belongs to you come to you." - Andra Alodita jadi daripada minta lebih dan lebih apa yang dipengen mending jalanin hidup aja sebagaimana mestinya toh apa yang emang itu jadi rejeki kita, bakal nyamperin sendiri sesuai usaha kita So, live your life.

 

[TODAY, 11713] And yes, its reality. So wake up now! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Be careful who you trust and tell your problems to. Sometimes I regret being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong, and for making unworthy people a priority in my life. I've changed? No, I just grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that I can't always be happy, I accepted reality.

So, how today people? Me? Its just another damn day in life. Pernah ga sih ngerasa kesel se kesel keselnya sama hidup? Aku ga bersyukur hari ini? Yes, I am! Maaf Ya Allah tapi hari ini bener-bener hari yang lebih buruk dari kemaren. Dan hidup hari ini sia-sia. Pake banget. Maafin Ya Allah, semoga hari besok bisa lebih bersyukur. Biar apa yang terjadi hari ini dibiarkan aja berlalu, oke plisssss Let's sleep!

 

[MOTIVATION]

LOVE <3

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.

I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this,

in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.

― Pablo Neruda


Pablo Neruda ga ada matinya emang bikin kata kata cinta, meskipun itu cinta sehari hari
Dan ya, kalo kita jatuh cinta, ini yang terjadi kan?
Lets speard another love ♥♥♥


♥♥♥ I Love You ♥♥♥


#alay detected pake emot love banyak gitu ​

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[TODAY]

Morning Lessons​

#1 Chat with friend


#2 Chat with Dad

How a 10 min chat with my parents feels like the time of my life - Addin



ALL COMING SOON!
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[MOTIVATION]

Perempuan

Terkadang suka bingung sama cowo yang keliatannya bejat.
Bejat bercanda sih sok sok mesum gitu.
Dan jadi penasaran, ini orang kalo punya cewe kaya apa.

Katanya, sebejat apapun si cowo, kalo misalnya udah punya cewe,
katanya bener bener dijaga, ga sama kaya yang dia omongin mesum mesum gitu.
Lucu jadinya dan makin penasaran aja cewenya kaya gimana.

Dan malah katanya juga, bisa aja si cowo di depan cewenya juga ga kaya gitu.
Karena dia juga pengen dapetin cewe baik-baik.
Kalo sifat mesumnya sih, anggep aja fitrah lelaki.

“Every man I meet wants to protect me. I can't figure out what from.”
― Mae West

Dari quotes ini sebenernya ada pelajaran dan ada juga pertanyaan.
So bangga lah jadi seorang perempuan mulai sekarang.
Dan temukan pasangan terbaik kalian

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[TODAY]

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Ga tau harus ngasih judul hari ini apa, yang jelas another wasting time. Thanks to Mom.
Mama yang udah maksa-maksa buat nganter a-b-c-d-e tetiba batal! Dan itu udah jam 11!
Coba kalo bilangnya dari pagi, aku masih bisa loh Mam pergi ke tempat KKN dan hari ini itu cuma sampe jam 12 KKNnya.
Jadi aja ngambil jatah libur, gimana kalo ada Bu Asih tadi, aku harus nunggu sampe kapan program aku beres? *crying*

Akhirnya jam 11 sampe jam 15 tidur, 4 jam
Tapi kenapa badan jadinya drop banget, padahal mau ngerjain IHYV cuma 500 lines, tapi badan rasanya DROP!
Pas sahur harus inget makan vitamin, tapi ga ada yang ngingetin

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Terlepas dari itu semua, akhirnya bisa bikin thread lounge dan bikin kwang soo attack!
Mampir ---> http://idws.in/430482

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Dan terpelas dari itu semua, aku barusan window shopping dan mupeng langsung liat ini:

Mba Philip bisa ga bikin koleksinya yang jelek aja?
Harga satu tas atau satu baju itu harga makan setahun mba

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Dan mau ngolo Mama biar bisa beli salah satu dari ini

Semoga di kasih 1 aja

Dan pengen beli ini pake uang sendiri


Syukur syukur beli dulu tas ipadnya sekarang, dapet ipadnya nyusul
Amin



Berarti hari ini mupeng day!

Lets sleep!​

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[MOTIVATION]

Bob Marley Quotes

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.
You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.
You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.
When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.
They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.
Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.
There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.
You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.
The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.
Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again.
Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.
A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.
In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.
Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.
You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.
Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.
You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.
You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you.
You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.
Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.
Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

― Bob Marley

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